Just a quick warning...I'm actually in a bitchy mood and well...I'm gonna BITCH!!!!
I just came back from visiting with my best friend and her husband and brand new baby at the hospital. That baby has dark hair with blonde highlights that us older women PAY for!!!! That baby is going to be a heartbreaker!!!!
Anyway, as I look around the room I see all these flowers and balloons and as happy as I am for them...and I'm estactic for them, they've been trying for a couple of years and were finally successful, SO YEAH THEM!!!!...but anyway, I'm jealous!!!!
Why? Because I see all the family and friends support that these two have. I also see husband not only there helping with baby but is staying overnight with baby and wife making sure all is well. Both are sleep deprived and crabby and yet they are THERE supporting eachother!! And, of course, it's not just them that I've seen this way...my Brother and his wife make me horribly jealous of their perfect little family. Sorry, but it's true. I was supposed to have that!!!!
Did I get this when I delivered my Little One???? Nope!!!! I got to see my parents for 4hrs after Little One was born and then they were off back to the States. Now don't jump down my throat...I'm not mad or upset with them in any way what-so-ever!!!! It wasn't their fault, they bought tickets to Germany and were there for two whole weeks!!!! Little One just waited to the very day before they fly back before making her Grand Entrance! I'm glad that they get to be there for the birth and visiting after. I will never be able to thank them enough for that.
No, what I'm upset about and jealous of is that I didn't have friends come visit me at all. And I was lucky if I got an hour a day with my then-husband while I was in the hospital for a solid week!!!! I got not flowers or balloons or little stuffed animals or cards of congrats or anything like that!!!!
To make a long story short...I know...TOO LATE!!!!
I FEEL FUCKING CHEATED!!!!
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